My Smiley Face

Nothing could have ever prepared me enough for the feelings that would come with being a mom. I read books, magazines and anything online that i could find. They all explain the physically part of i could expect. I would get stretch marks, lose my figure and never sleep again. What they didnt print was that yes i probably wouldnt be able to sleep but it would be because I worry if shes cold or if shes breathing. Life is strange that way. Its amazing part of life that is so hard at the same time. Its like having your heart walk around outside your body. Its a feeling that only moms can understand. She changed everything the way I think about everything. It makes me look forward to waking up every morning because I know when she sees me she going to give me the biggest smile of the day. Nothing compares to that and I wouldnt change it for anything.